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Saturday, November 13, 2004
Quizzes

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Night Fairy Please rate my Quiz

Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Solitude

Your lyrics

How many times have you told me you love her? As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth. How long have I stood here beside you? I lived through you, you looked through me. Ooo, Solitude Still with me is only you Ooo, Solitude I can't stay away from you How many times have I done this to myself? How long will it take before I see? When will this hole in my heart be mended? Who now is left alone but me? Ooo, Solitude Forever me and forever you Ooo, Solitude Only you, Only true Everyone leaves me stranded, forgotten, abandoned left behind. I can't stay her another night Your secret admirer, who could it be? Can't you you see all along it was me? How can you be so blind as to see right through me? Solitude Still with me is only you Ooo, solitude I can't stay away from you Solitude Forever me and forever you Ooo, Solitude Only you, Only true

What Evanescence song are you?
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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla Wind Dragons create tornadoes or Twisters at their fansy, but are very easily knocked over...
Your a wind Dragon! Hey, you, the smartest dragon
of the branch. You love reading and writing,
but are quite shy. Your IQ is probably sky-high
and your stories can win trophies. Your not
very good in sports, or maybe you are, and just
not interested.. You are very wise, smart, and
kind.

What elemental dragon are you?
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Angst. You are an angel of angst. Once one of
water. But your depression has caused you to
become an outcast. You love to be by yourself,
as it helps you think. You have always, and
always will wonder what has gone wrong. Your
soul has been shattered, and your wings are in
peices. But that's just you. You spend your
days searching for something. Not someone.
Though you don't know what you are looking for.
You don't even remember who you are. And are
always trying to find that person, yourself,
your soul. Which seems to have been misplaced. But. When you find what you are looking for, it
will become clear. All tragedy will be ripped
from your wings, and your true colours will
show. And then, you are the most powerful of
them all. Hang on, keep looking for it is there. Just try not
to loose all you hope and become nothing. For
you are truly beautiful.

What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
brought to you by Quizilla You belong to the world of knowledge-seekers
You belong somewhere out in the world, exploring
and learning and spreading the knowledge that
you find. When you love, that love will join
you in your quest and believe as you do in a
world of spiritual energy that is stronger than
anything humanity could normally even conceive,
although you may be able to. Council those you
encounter, give them your wisdom, and stay true
to yourself.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla magic
Your a magical unicorn! As all unicorns go, magic
unicorns are amazing with enchantments and can
perform spells and all kind of crafts. Magic
Unicorns have horns that if drank from can cure
blindness, and give immortality. All magical
unicorns are very kind and heart-warming, but
can get tempermental if a spell goes wrong.
Magical Unicorns live in forests where they can
practise all there magic in secret. But, if a
human befreinds a magical unicorn, they have a
friend for life.

What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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You are the Goddess of Water. You are a very
loving, you show your emotions out in the open.
You are full of wisdom. Also dreamy... You
would rather be sleeping then awake. But are
still very happy. You are most inspiration to
the other Four Goddesses since without water
there wouldn't be life. Other Water Goddesses: Aphrodite, Isis, Mariamne,
Mari, Tiamat, Yemaya, Ran, Kupala

Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla Chinese Element of Water
You are the chinese element of Water. People who
are under the element of Water are creative,
independent and intelligent. Water you are a
dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have
hidden agendas. The color of water is black,
and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the
season in which Water shines and it's months
are October/November. Your weather condition
is cold. Water is the direction of north, and
your day is Wednesday, while your planet is
Mercury. Animals under your element are
usually shelled. People under you are Turks.
Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty,
your sound is moaning and your virtue is
knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You
were created by Metal and control Fire.

Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You?
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."

What type of eyes do you have?
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You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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Your Heart is Blue

What Color is Your Heart?
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You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get
through life without a little fun... or a neon
colored t-shirt. You are a team player and
really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!

Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
brought to you by Quizilla You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

brought to you by Quizilla You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You're Element is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensitive, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

PLEASE RATE

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
brought to you by Quizilla You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.
You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator. "And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian). The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth. Her sign is the dawn sun. As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
brought to you by Quizilla calm
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete. So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
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If you haven't figured it out by now, I have a new blog site. Go HERE dammit! ~Kate


Posted at 11:26 pm by Kate
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
New Site Time

Go Here

Posted at 05:43 pm by Kate
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Friday, August 13, 2004
Ok, Fine

Arlin, you're getting your way. I'm moving to LiveJournal.
People, I promise this will be the last time I move.
The livejournal site will be up in a couple of days, at which point, I will post the link here.
Finally, a site with no ads!

Posted at 09:33 pm by Kate
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Friday, August 06, 2004
Happiness and Bliss are two completely different things

And yet, though they may be different, they can be experienced together, and sometimes hard to distinguish. Right now, I'm not sure which I'm experiencing.
All I know is that I am in a good mood. Except for the fact that I seem to have misplaced my cellphone. But, I'm hoping to find it when I get back in the city. I have a strange feeling that it's hiding somewhere in my house.
The demons which I was trying to deal with earlier are gone. Well, maybe not gone, but pushed back for a while. Which means I can be me, without holding back, if only for a little while.
Though I am happy, I know I have friends that are not so much as me. To my dearest of Illyanths: I know you are hurting, but you will be back with us soon. And I have a movie for us to watch together.
So, I'm back in town on tuesday. I'll probably post once more before then, if not more. Hope everyone has an awesome weekend!

Posted at 11:07 pm by Kate
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Well then

It's been a long time since I updated. I do have news, I just don't seem to have any time to update. Well, maybe tomorrow night, while I'm sitting bored at the farm.
In any case, I promise to update with everything by wednesday! And by the way, I'm not depressed right now. In fact, I'm the opposite. So don't worry about a downer post!

Posted at 04:32 pm by Kate
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
Duct tape and demons

So, this weekend is the annual TRL gathering. The way it works is, people go out to the ring lords for the weekend, camp in tents on his field, and spend the days doing chainmaille and talking and such.
Now, every good camper knows that you should take your tent out and set it up before you actually go, just to check for anything that could be wrong with it. So, I set my tent up to dicover a tear at the top, in between two of the tent poles. Nothing really serious, but enough to let a lot of bugs in. So, I figured I should fix it.
I go into the house to get a piece of cloth and attempt to sew it on. No dice. The cloth that I'm trying to sew into is mesh, not good. So, I go into the house to try and find crazy glue. Mom said glueing it would work. Problem=no glue.
Now, I'm sitting outside on the grass, trying to figure out what would work. It's getting dark, and I need to hurry, cause the tent needs to come down before nightfall. So, I walk into the house, and whats the first thing I see? Duct tape. Perfect!
So, I finish that, roll the tent up and put it away. Now, I still have to make my bed roll, and pack my backpack. But that can wait till morning.
So, tonight is talking to people, and watching movies.
I'm almost happy again. Almost. I don't know whats wrong still, at least not completely. But I do know that I need to deal with a few demons...on my own. But, I'll go on, hiding my feelings and pretending I'm happy happy. Maybe one day I won't have to hide that stuff. Doubt it though.
Five years ago, I lost a little piece of my heart. Five years ago, he left. Today, I feel him watching me.

Posted at 10:07 pm by Kate
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Monday, July 26, 2004
Whats going through my head right now.

He sits there, writing about how much he loves her, and how blind she is to it, when right now, I could say the exact same thing about him.
Mike, read your last post, and pretend that its me saying it. Now, think about it.

Posted at 12:04 am by Kate
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Friday, July 23, 2004
...

Coma White
by Marilyn Manson

There's something cold and blank
Behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In a miracle mile

Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
She was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a poloroid
That lost all her dolls

Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself


As You Sleep
by Something Corporate

Close your eyes, and I will be swimming
Lullaby's fill your room, and I will be singing
Singing to only you
Don’t forget I'll hold your hand
Watch the night sky fading red

But as you sleep, and no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet, I'll keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet, cause soon I'll be leaving you
Soon I'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me

In the car, the radio leaves me searching for your star
A constellation of frustration driving hard
Singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV

But as you sleep, and no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet, I'll keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet, cause soon I'll be leaving you
Soon I'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me

Don't forget I'll hold your hand, watch the night sky fading red

But as you sleep, and no one is listening
I will lift you off your feet, I'll keep you from sinking
Don't you wake up yet, cause soon I'll be leaving you
Soon I'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me


Why Should I Care
by Diana Krall

Was there something more I could have done?
Or was I not meant to be the one?
Where's the life I thought we would share?
And should I care?

And will someone else get more of you?
Will she go to sleep more sure of you?
Will she wake up knowing you're still there?
And why should I care?

There's always one to turn and walk away,
And one who just wants to stay.
But who said that love is always fair?
And why should I care?

Should I leave you alone here in the dark,
Holding my broken heart?
While a promise still hangs in the air-
And why should I care?


Fear
by Switchblade Symphony


I see the children, I see all their scars
I fear the monsters that don't know who they are

When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?
When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?

I am too frightened to open my door
I can't stop shaking as I drop to the floor

When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?
When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?

Can you hear me?
Can you help me?
Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me?
Can you help me?
Can you hear me now?

My hands, unfaithful, did not protect me
My voice, transparent, when I need it to scream
What really happened during those nights?
I could not move so I just turned off inside

When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?
When did this all start?
When did I fall apart?

Can you hear me?
Can you help me?
Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me?
Can you help me?
Can you hear me now?

Hear me now...


Panic Attack
by Finger Eleven

Thought I could fake this thing alright
Thought it could somehow get me by
Watching the doctors as they slide
Needles into my eye

Thought I could finally get around
Laughable symptoms keep me down
Faces I see all keep me blind
And now they’re redemption’s mine

Now that I can’t exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know there’s no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought I might

As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what I’m missing and into a detail they always go
Don’t believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often I’m missing the spirit to fit in so call me out

Thought I could soundly sleep tonight
Positive clear and breathing right
Panic attacks, panic attacks me now
Seems like a fair redemption


Tomorrow
by Avril Lavigne

And I Wanna Believe You
When You Tell Me That It Will Be Okay
Ya, I Try To Believe You
But I Don't

When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, todaaay

[chorus]
I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
Tomorrow is a different day

Its always been up to you
It's turning around, it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't

Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe its not too laaate
Not today, today, today, today, todaaay

[chorus]
I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow (tomorrow)
Tomorrow is a different day

Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
And I know I'm not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
I'm not readyy
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it will be okay
Ya, I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change...........

Unwanted
by Avril Lavigne

All... i did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hand
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight

Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out!
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up.

Make me go away...

(I'm so unwanted)

No, I just don't understand, why
you won't talk to me

It hurts...
that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me

I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
Make me go away

I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it takes
Yeah

[chorus (2x)]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You'd just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up

Make me go away
Make me go away
Make me go away...

Posted at 05:34 pm by Kate
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
Don't say you love me

Ok, ok. I know this whole depressing writing shit is probably getting very annoying, but right now, I don't know what is going on. I like this one guy, but, he's in like with someone else, and it seems like thats never gonna change. So, whatever. I'm happy single, and I'm not looking for a relationship right now.
But then, I think I like someone else, when I know it's only because I think he's cute. Therefore, this cannot be considered a crush. And yet, being in a crowd of people, I feel unwanted.
So, don't get me wrong. I know there's people who care about me. I know that. But it seems like everyone's lives are moving forward, and I'm standing still, in the middle of it all. I want to join in, but I don't know how, or if it's even possible for me right now.
Don't go thinking that this is a cry for help, or any shit like that. Just know, if I'm not talking, it's for a reason. If I don't look happy, it's because I don't actually know if I am or not right now. And if I look a little too happy, it's probably fake.
If you have a problem with me like this, deal with it. This is not a time to change myself for someone else. I won't do it. I'm not going to act happy just because your having a bad day and need cheering up. I'm not going to go on like everythings okay, especially if I don't know whether or not it is right now.
And no, I don't want to talk about it. I want to think about it. When I'm ready to talk I will. SO DON'T ASK. Unless you want me more than pissed off at you.

Posted at 12:57 am by Kate
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Wow. Best night in a while.

Ok, so this is going to be really really short, cause otherwise I'll fall asleep at the keyboard. I went out for coffee with Arlin and Jess tonight. And yeah. Best night I've had in a long time. So, simply, thanks guys. It meant a lot to me, and I needed it. *hugs*

Posted at 03:05 am by Kate
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My name is Kate
Friends call me Kat
Or, when my parents are angry at me, Katrina
I am 18, and I live in Saskatoon
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